Slow & Steady

Every time I go out I'm like, "Oh i'll bring my camera"...what REALLY happens is I party a little too hard, my friends end up holding my camera & I end up taking pics spur of the moment doesn't matter if they're bloggable or not. With that said I think I pretty much summed up the story behind this post.

However I promise (to myself) to try harder to produce quality content. Work Hard Play Harder type of thing, because honestly going out is cool but it all ends up being the same scene, same people which is why I want to work to turn my lemons into lemonade & use every opportunity to worry about my life & my career.

bralette Honey Punch, jeans Asos, jacket Levi's, boots London Rebel 

Live & Die in L.A.

i've been secretly updating my blog for myself, to prove something to myself. i'd like to have my own platform outside of instagram / twitter & i would like to start building that foundation for ultimate world domination. i want to be a self made bitch...so it's time i try a new approach. 

Tee UO, kicks Vans 

What's Really Good

 old to me...

 new to you.

bodysuit F21, skirt Brandy Melville, platforms Topshop 

Welcome Back

so much has happened since July...

Woke up in Mexico

With all the stuff that's been going on in America, i have unfortunately been distracted from my creative process which isn't fair to me or to the people who truly enjoy my blog & honestly i personally think that's the state of mind that those in control want me to be in. Instead of doing what's good for my soul & utilizing my talents of expression with people who enjoy my blog i'm living in a state of shock of fear, sadness & confusion.

My trip to Mexico has opened me to another way of life, that is now a craving in my heart to find. I went with my best friend who took a lot of these if not most of these amazing pictures. I felt more beautiful in mexico. i felt more relaxed, more free, less pressure on beauty. i know a lot of people go to mexico to get fucked up but i mean even down to the children in the street hustling, selling, working not just going "oh well i'm poor", people being instilled to go out & find a way to make a living is so admirable to me. This wasn't my first time in Mexico but i think going with my best friend who is so open minded, beautiful & honestly fun as shit has my heart craving similar experiences internationally.

 life is so amazing. i read this quote by Beyoncè that "maybe you're best friends are your soulmate."

 i am so proud of myself that no matter what i am currently going through mentally/emotionally i have the maturity to center myself & look at the bigger picture of life. in my endeavor to rebrand my blog i will work effortlessly to give everyone a voice, to be a voice of people if i have to & to bring things into perspective. in real life i feel like it's my blessing & my duty to share my life, how i live it & who i share it with, with other people to maybe create a more open & truly diverse world full of love for one another...not even on some corny shit but on some you know human shit...

Booze Cruise

i embarked on a three day cruise with a very special woman on a very special boat.
my trip will be broken down in intervals as to tell the story of my great escape from Los Angeles.

travel is the only thing you pay for that pays you back.  going on this trip has exposed so many genuine souls which made me reconsider a lot relationships at home.
i learned more than anything from this trip, that i don't want to be in relationships that only cater to one side of my being. i want relationships in my life that allow me to explore myself not shrink myself in order to be what makes people comfortable.

i can't wait to share more...

Punk Cherry Popped

 so my beloved homie andre had a show in L.A....

 my phone had just broke, i had work in the morning. i was just suspect if i should even go..

 i went.

 ...had the time of my life

 it was my first punk show, it helped to be friends with the band.

 such good vibes. an amazing group of people.

    the band.

andre's band @waroficaza is honestly really fucking good. 

it feels good to support really good friends, really good music thus promoting really good vibes.

don't be afraid to support other people chasing their dreams.  from supporting andre i fucked around & re-launched my entire blog & i just thought...i should bring my camera.